Thank you Phil.
I think it is more of the feeling of the the empty nest, not really needed as as mom.. I will always be needed as a mom, but he is pretty well self sufficient now.
Which is what the goal was all along.
I just did not have an exit plan.
I feel like a balloon after the party.
I walk around like . It has been nice having him home.
He mentioned yesterday that he is getting homesick already, and I understood, we are starting to miss him already and he is here right now.
We are strange, aren't we?
I could use a good baby sitter.
seriously, here in a bit, you will realize all the stuff you can go do. new hobbies to fill time. all the thing you never had time to do before.