cluckylady812
Songster
I want to preface this reply with my lack of experience. I only processed my first roo a couple if weeks ago. That being said, i stressed over the decision, and finally decided that if i could raise them well, part of my responsibility was also to ensure they are dispatched humanely. The only way i could be sure was to do it myself. I couldnt expect anyone else to care enough to make sure that the final moments were up to my standards.
Perhaps everytime will not go as well as my first, but he never struggled. Not once. My emotions would have been easier to bear if he had, i felt like a traitor, but for him, he was happy and oblivious until it was over.
We all put so much love and energy into our flocks, its hard to process them when the time comes. I must say tho, it was peaceful, empowering, and satisfying to feed my family a meal that i produced. Happy animal, wholesome meal. Next time i hope you try to take care of things at home. I truly think it will be easier for you than driving away.
I wish you the very best of luck! Hang in there!
Perhaps everytime will not go as well as my first, but he never struggled. Not once. My emotions would have been easier to bear if he had, i felt like a traitor, but for him, he was happy and oblivious until it was over.
We all put so much love and energy into our flocks, its hard to process them when the time comes. I must say tho, it was peaceful, empowering, and satisfying to feed my family a meal that i produced. Happy animal, wholesome meal. Next time i hope you try to take care of things at home. I truly think it will be easier for you than driving away.
I wish you the very best of luck! Hang in there!