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Thanks guys. I just can't help that feeling that I didn't do enough. I was up letting the dogs out at 615 which never happens but nature called early and I thought to myself about getting dressed and going to let the girls out but didn't and I can't help feeling if I had done that and if I had caught her in time before she died I might have been able to do something, no idea what since I don't know what happened but at least she would have been held while she passed if there was nothing that could save her. There's so much guilt.