I haven't posted here in a while. I posted a long time back about being pregnant with number 2, and then discovering it was a miscarriage from the get go. (I even made a joke to my OB when I saw the ultrasound about how many underdeveloped chicken eggs I had candled to know that was never going to hatch!)
I got pregnant again a couple months later, in November. We lost her at 22 weeks gestation. I was really excited to have another little girl, and for my daughter to have a little sister. I'm 38, and not young in the eyes of OB/GYNs, and am considering trying again, but am scared out of my mind. I really don't want my daughter to NOT have a sibling, but not sure I am in the frame of mind to decide to try again, or not. Just really scared of having another loss, but am sad about not being able to give my daughter a baby brother or sister.
I am so sorry for your losses. I am thankful I haven't had to go through that, but I sympathize with anyone who has. It is heartbreaking.