Alright. Here goes. *takes deep breath* (this could take a while)
Okay, so, I'm in this horse 4-H club see? And one of my friends, I use the term friends lightly, has a brother, he has to come with them to all the meetings with them, and I basically only remember his name half the times I see him and I, like, never talk to him. Well, he has chickens. So, naturally, he and my dad get to talking about coops, and chickens, etc., ect. Him, his mom, and his sister come over one day to get some chickens, me and his sister, Maggie, sit out in the front yard for the majority of the time playing with my dogs. I probably still didn't say anything to him, I'm a very nervous person around people I don't know, and, well, people in general. His parents and my parents are in a fairly long discussion about whatever parents talk about by now. I'm kinda just sitting there chatting with Maggie, didn't really notice him much. (At this time, I had decided I was never gong to date another guy, not even going to crush on anyone, never going to get married, and NEVER have children, ever. My mom was mad over that one. ) At this time I wasn't even considering liking him , I was 12 and he was 15, and he was kinda scary, he and Maggie have been homeschooled their whole lives and raised, kinda, well, different. They both carried HUGE knives, and NOT pocket knives, FIGHTING knives that are long and sharp and usually visible from a distance. They also make knives, and all sorts of that sorta thing. Kinda scary. *SKIP* We were at some kind of 4-H event thing, I don't remember what for exactly, but I brought a Louis La'mour(SP) book and was reading it. He sat down and was talking to me and my mom, like, he wouldn't shut up and we were like *GASP* this kid usually never talks to anyone. He's so shy and nervous all the time, even worse than me and I'm BAD. I was carrying on an in depth discussion with him about the book I was reading and some other good books by that author, and you know when you kind of get an inkling that maybe somebody is started to like you? Like crush on you? I got it then I was just like . At this point I'm focusing on that fact that he's wayy too old for me. I actually got mad that he might be ruining my plan of never liking, dating, or marrying, a guy. and I'm just like grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Oh I was so mad. ...TO BE CONTINUED. (Don;t worry, I'm not nearly done)
I wouldn't freak too much. 15 year old guys don't usually go after 12 year olds. I have a friend younger than that and I would have a fit if he went after my sister. They'll be interested in girls older than them, if anything. No worries.