I feel your pain granny. Sometimes it hard not to think about and it's so depressing to think about. Especially when your in a lot of pain. But all of us on this thread seem to have been and still are hard workers and stubborn lol. Some of us can't do the things that we use to. Yet we find a way to make it happen. Reminds me of the Toby Keith song ( I ain't as good as I once was but I'm as good once as I ever was). A lot of truth in those words. Hope you feel better soon.
Used to be Toms theme song. Now he says he aint even good for one time. LOL