Sorry, this will be a rant, As most of you read my post on work, I still work there, the people still work there. I still have the deep inside me, It hurts when somebody calls me gay or thinks im gay. I had a Family friend that picked on me for a whole week, I've known him for 10 years now. And He kept pushing my buttons each time, Asked my dad to help solve the issue, got told leave it, So I left it in my gut, then one night, It burst and It felt Like the gay problem all over again. It felt bad.... I couldn't eat.... I was cold inside, and Wanted to sleep in my cold tent. Now, my sisters two friends, think I'm gay due to my voice. My voice has been breaking slowly, but it will happen on its own. But I got told this yesterday. I hate it. The worst part is they have to ask my sister behind my back! Thats what hurt more. Now Today, I looked in the mirror and thought..... Why do people keep saying/asking (if) Im gay? I Feel like crying, but angry. Beating on something, an destroying something..... Thanks for hearing me out. I feel a bit better, But Still feel liek crying and a bit angry.