For starters let me say that I got about 3 hours of sleep last night, I stayed up until about 3:30am trying to finish a few assignments that my partner ditched me on, then got up at about 6:30am to finish them. This whole day I've been concentrating on putting one foot in front of another and not falling, definantly not the best state of mind to have when you already feel like giving up on the poultry. Anyways, yesterday by Muscovy hen Rosalie hatched out three little ducklings, cutest things ever. Today I was loading a semi and I seen Rosalie outside swimming without her ducklings, once I was done I went to go see and the ducklings were all gone! There she is, outside swimming while her babies were either eaten by something or wandered off. Stupid duck, I just wanna kick her! To top that off my mom refused yet AGAIN to drive me to the feedstore, I've been trying to get a ride for the past 6 weeks and NOBODY can take 30 mins from their day to give me a ride. Tonight me and her had the same conversation we do everytime I ask: Me: Can you drive me to the feedstore? Mom: Not right now, dad took the van Me: Take the other van Mom: *No answer* I ran out of chick starter/grower weeks ago, moved onto the duck starter and turkey started because I had nothing left. I am offically OUT OF FEED and STILL nobody cares to drive me. Just like when my meat chicks arrived at the feedstore and my mom would have left them to die over the weekend, she didn't care. I ended up having to get a ride with a fellow who works for my dad and pay him in eggs. I'm just DONE with this crap! Its not they are paying for the feed or anything! A few days ago me and my mom had a horrible agrument, both of us screaming cuss words at the other because HER dog killed ANOTHER one of my Hamburgs. She says I shouldn't have the birds because I'm not fit to take care of them. She couldn't careless if the birds were all killed by that mutt, who cares that they are MY pets. Its only her stupid dog that matters. One thing I learned during the good hour we spent going at each other, if it wasn't the dog killing them it would be her. She's threatened several times already to kill them.