So I am 19. Still in high school, I failed 6th grade for unknown reasons( seriously). I met a girl last year( junior year) she was a freshman. We ate at a table with other girls, 2 or 3 I knew. I cant't remember what I thought og her when I first met her, but I know that after a few weeks she started to appeal to me. She stands out from people, In a good way. She is gorgous, she has a unique voice. But boy, iw she blonde( mentally). One day she asked what an arrow was...we became friends but nothing special the first year, I believe I did ask her out but shw declined, sayi.g she wasnt ready for a bf( she was still into her ex) and left it there, the next year we became even better friends, I met her family ( they seem to like me. ) i am soposed to go over to her house to celebrate new years. We talk all the time whenever I have a chance, qnd I know her more then anyone, and she knows it. She calls me bestfriend but she is overly nice and believe she would call anyone that.( ai have seen it) b Anyway. Ive come to thibk I actually love this girl. She has her flaws, but if I try to think of them, her perfections overbear them, which has never happened to me with other * crushes*. She doesnt seem to be ginterested though, Ive spoken to her about it and even joked around or sliped it in a conversation, but with all effort, nothing. A friend once told me that I shouke have stopped when she called me a friend, that it was to late. And heard stories of generations before me follow the girl, or bug her to death to marry them. And it work, but do not think anywould could get away with that now adays. Lol What am I doing wrong? Even though I can't get her to feel for me like I do her. Having her in my life makes me happy. I think with having several guys flock to her( that unique) that she just can't seem to feel anything towards anyone.