I hope I am in the right area here but I wonder if you ever get used to having to end the life of a suffering baby chicken? It is just so terrible my chicks are dying left and right because of something they got from the hatchery. Some die quickly but others just suffer for hours. Today I had to kill one again to stop its suffering. It is just terrible. I tried to break its neck and although I heard it break, it continued to breathe, making the already hard task even more traumatic. I ended up using the scissor method and all of a sudden it jumped out of my hand, flopping around and blood all over the place. It finally died in my arms. Why does this hurt so much each and every time? I am just torn up. I cant even think straight.