This is our first year having poultry (ducks, Geese, chickens) , I love our ducks since we got them, they became my favorite out of all the others because of all there unique personalities which is why we are keeping them, Theres only one problem.. the boys are fighting to the death so one needs to go I already decided its going to be the mean unfriendly pekin duck over my little nice male mallard. I looked up how to butcher ducks & its just sad.. I keep telling myself that it needs to happen eventually, I have never killed an animal on purpose before. We have 22 chickens, eventually there times going to come up too so I just need to rip the band-aid off & do it. Im not as attached to that duck as the others but I don't if its going be hard for me or not, How was it your first time killing a poultry animals of any type? & How did you do it? Was it hard? & did you ever get over it? im the only one that can do it since I am the caretaker of them all, I buy there food, do the work etc, No one else helps me with the animals but me.