Today, our hearts are heavy. We just can not continue to live in this house. Our Landlady has gone back on her word multiple times. She has mood swings and is retaliatory. She's come to town 3 times in the past six months and each time has created such stress, strife and anxiety. Darren is quite simply, through. He just can not take it. So, DH has begun to search for a new place for us to live. I am despondent. It's not that I don't want to give up my huge kitchen, either. We're at home in this community and I can not face moving away! Please, pray we are close by. I can't discuss this with the general church population because several people have contacts with our landlords. On top of this, Darren's character and integrity have been attacked and slandered by a family member. Darren is crushed by this. Character, truth and integrity are critical to him. What has been said is blatantly false. This attack has not yet rippled through the rest of our family, but it will. Please, pray. With each altercation that has happened, we calmly attempted to speak truth in love and to meet agreements and maintain peace. However, we were met with yelling, accusations and demands. Many demands that we just can not meet. After expressing our hearts and attempting to reach an understanding, we finally acquiesced, taking responsibility for any miscommunication. However, since we did nothing with malice, neglect or in lies, we did not accept responsibility for anything that we didn't do or say. The Lord gave me this Scripture this week.... Romans 12:18 NIV If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. I keep reciting this verse and be at peace. However, I feel weighed down, heavy. I'm tearful. I need to count this all joy. So many have it far worse than we! Please, pray. Please, pray for God's presence, peace, provision, wisdom and guidance for the changes. Also, pray for forgiveness, healing and reconciliation within the family.