My best friend/hubby got really ill last week and ended up in the hospital 130 miles from home. I have 100s of animals to care for here on the farm and am having to go back and forth from the hospital in big city traffic and all this is keeping my stomach in a knot, i am unable to sleep long enough to get any real rest and it is all i can do to get soft foods down as i just can not eat and i don't need to loose any more weight my pants are starting to sag and i am gonna need some suspenders pretty soon to keep um up. I don't know what to do to get myself to relax and just go with it. If i am home, i can't stand the empty house and i can't drive at night so i have to wait to go back the next morning and my stomach hurts my hands and feet seat the entire trip back. I don't know how much longer i can do this without making myself so sick that i will be unable to function at any level . Please if you have been threw something like this how did you deal with it all ? I have left what been going on in Gods hands and that gives me comfort that my Hubby will be fine but so far i am not getting any guidance from him and if he is sending me a message i don't get it yet. What is really strange is i had all the stomach pains 4 entire days before my hubby got sick because i kept feeling like something bad was going to happen to him and found myself in a panic before anything happens , i even told him and my daughter what i was feeling in hopes that nothing would come of it but it did happen and we almost lost him , he is still not out of the woods but mabe tomorrow will be better. Thanks for helping me out. PS i am a country girl threw and threw and the big city of Houston is doing me in with all that steal ,roads ,traffic ,noise and concrete is going to do me in.