OK, I was just having a weak moment back then, I feel better now. Thanks for the virtual hugs, hemet dennis, and also Spazy. Anyway, I made this thread because I was feeling bad about all the bad things that people do to their fellow human beings. I am so glad that I haven't experienced anything like those stories you hear about... I wish something could be done about it, but some things are just out of your control, aren't they.