All day today she hasn't been able to stay sitting still, keeps trying to stand up and groom herself, than falls over and can't get herself back up. So she can't eat or drink either by herself. She swims okay though. I hold her and she wants to be straight with her legs out like standing, but she leans back into my hands to rest her head. It seems to calm her when I hold her head and she eats and drinks. I feel sad and have to go to bed, but the thought of her laying on her back all night makes me upset even though that is the position she likes to be held in now. I have given her tons to eat and drink and think she will be okay over night in that way. I guess I am hoping now for a miracle. I peep at her and she peeps back at me.