I'd like to rant if thats ok, you can respond if you want I don't care either way. Theres this guy that I know, we get along so well it's perfect, he's a total redneck and a sweetheart at the same time, we have a lot in common (though I don't think I'm a redneck lol ) So he had a thing for a friend of mine who already has a boyfriend, well she's naturally a little flirty so he just kept falling for her harder and harder... he started figuring out that she isn't going to leave her guy for him and backed off. He seemed to be getting over her, then after a while he started talking to me more, we got to know eachother better, became closer friends and yesterday we made it official to be bf/gf, I even got my first kiss, (I'm telling wayy too much, but oh well). He had to go to PA today for christmas, so he wanted to come over and talk before he left, he told me that he still had feelings for the other girl, and we could still be friends, he doesn't want anything to change... HOW can nothing change?! I told him no more cuddling, he didn't like that, but I'm not going to snuggle or hold hands with a guy who is JUST a friend, I'm not mad at him, just irritated because this had to happen, we moved too fast - HE moved too fast, especially if he knew the feelings that he had were still there. I'd take him back, I love talking to him, and just being near him, but this is going to take him time to get over her. I was really glad that he told me though, he said "if I still had feelings for a girl and had a girlfriend at the same time then I'd feel like I was cheating, and thats the worst thing in the world... it's terrible." I felt a little better after he said that, it was genuine, he said it like he meant it. So, there is my latest drama... sad, pathetic, I don't know what to do now, except wait for either someone else, or preferably the guy that broke my heart today... I'm a loser, and I haven't even cried yet...I'm waiting for the tears to come and I really don't want to go to bed because that's when I'll cry, I've never cried over a dumb boy, the others I've liked weren't as good as him. poo. Goodnight and thanks for reading the nighttime drama of My Life... sorry I put you through that, though I KNOW there is worse out there.