Last wednesday I was 20 weeks pregnant. Last Thursday, I lost the baby. My DH and I are devastated. My 5 yr old DD is sad and angry. We are doing our best to get through it...today is just turning out to be a really hard day for me. I find myself having to comfort other family members, and reassure friends that I'll be ok and there is nothing they can do to help. But right now, I'm not ok. And I'm tired of hearing how its god's plan, or its for the best, or how I just have to stay strong and move forward. I feel like I have no where to turn.