Ok so I have found that even after almost 3 years of the loss of my unborn child I still cant get myself from thinking about it and crying my eyes out... I know that its different than losing a child after birth compared to losing a child before birth but both ways are extremly painful and I cant seem to stop running what I could have done to prevent it and why I didnt? I can be sitting listening to the radio and they play a song we played for the loss. My fiance and I and our family members all shared the loss but me and my fiance took it the hardest... The day we found out just keeps replying in my head over and over. I just cant seem to stop crying espeacilly the radio playing a sad song or even seeing a lady in the store whom is pregnant. (Weird I know) I just wish that things would have ended on a better note. I feel like a failure most of the time. I cant seem to get pregnant again after that. Anyways, just needed to vent a alittle.. I know my chicken friends would understand! Thanks for listening. Since having so many responses I have found that it be best if we can all help each other with the loss of loved ones! This is a support there we are all here for each other! Be kind and respectful! We are all suffering from the loss of a dear loved one! So lets all help each other out!