Moderators, please delete this.. No one knows my exact situation. No one knows exactly all that I have tried and what all has failed. I am at the "last resort" point of trying to stop my chickens from being killed. I asked a simple question, but have been spending days having to defend and explain myself. I am not a monster, I am not an inhumane person. I am tired of being attacked and treated as if I am stupid. I do want to thank the few people who did empathise and did not find fault with me.