How do you get over yourself when your favorite chicken dies and you cant stop thinking that its your fault? I got 3 RIRs last october and ever since then one of them would always get picked on the most but she was my favorite. she would always come running up to me and i would hold her and she would fall asleep in my hands and i loved her so much. She just recently was getting through her moult and she has been acting weird but everything i read saisd it was because of the moult. Yesterday my dad called me after school and said that one of his friends stopped by and found one of my chickens lying on the ground really sick almost dead. ( i am having such a hard time writing this) I emidietly went there and she was in a box on the deck laying on her side and i just started crying so hard cuz i knew she would die. She was so miserable and i hated to see her like that. Sortly after i was there she opened her eyes and looked at me and it hurt so much, she looked liked she was in so much pain. She died and i had such a hard time saying bye.