So sitting here, driving myself nuts. I have been a bit upchucky lately. Well alot upchucky. Hubby can't shave and kiss me cause the smell of the soap is killing me. Also a certain event is a couple days late. The timing is awful. We just moved in with my parents. All 6 of us!! So we could finish renovating our house in town, sell it, and build on the farm. Oh and I will be graduating from college in 5 weeks. And starting homeschooling again in a week. and I have a 7 month old right now, and they found lung nodules which seem to be nothing and hopefully are but have me totally stressed still. This should be happy but I am a tad stressed. I am waiting till this weekend to take another test. Dang things are so expensive. I had one not pregnant but I did it a bit early cause we knew we might have messed up and I was nervous.But my husband thinks its too soon to tell and that by the weekend we should know. Well dang it he has been right every stupid time. I want another something fierce but my last pregnancy was awful. I had super low blood pressure the whole dang time and Cait came early. Nothing but health problems afterwards. Finally starting to feel normal. Oh dear. I am not telling my mother. My dad already said he was going to band my husband if something happens before his doctor visit to get fixed. I am just going to tell them I am gaining weight and pray their vision gets a bit wonky for 10 months. I can't tell anyone I know. Everyone I know, knows someone in my family and they are all big mouths. Can't tell the kids, they tattled on us last time we tried to hide one. I wonder how long I could hide a pregnancy. I would be pretty big during the winter but i could wear huge sweaters too. Ok I am done rambling, and ranting.