I am a victim of Bipolarism. I have had this since I could remember.Sometimes it feels like I am two people,sometimes I cant remember what was said the previous minute. I live with my wife and two girls and they cannot "get" me. Sometimes Im fully aware Sometimes Im lost and sometimes im nowhere. people say I change my attitudes on the spot,or my moods at the drop of a hat.I just wish someone, in my family,would know how I feel and see things. one person shuts off, the other activates. who am I this morning, one may never know. soft rant done..off soapbox. need not reply.