We just got back from a long family trip. Kids are so out of schedule its not funny. Everyone has the tummy flu. Because I never sleep of course I got it the worst. And then there was tonight. I got the baby to bed. I got the others in their room with a movie. Of course since they are off their normal schedule because of vacation they did not settle down at all and woke up the baby. She gets sick again because they got her crying. I get her calmed down. Lay her down, get everyone settled down again. They turn the tv up as loud as possible and wake her up again. Of course she gets sick again all over her favorite blanket that she cannot sleep without. So I snapped. I yell for the older 2 to get in bed, lights out, no more movie. The 3 year old I tell to lay down and I take the baby down to my mother. I get the 3 year old to sleep and go back for her but by now she is so upset and tired she cannot go to sleep. So I figure i will take her on a drive but someone parked behind me and they are in pj's and do not want to move the car so i can calm her down and when she is like this a car ride is the only thing that works. So I bring her back upstairs. I lay her screaming unconsolable self in bed, give her another blankie and shut the door. The 3 year old gets up and I told him to hush, go to sleep, mommy is done for the night. Not my finest moment. Everyone is asleep and I feel like a piece of poo for not being a bit more patient. I was tired, not so much now. Now I just feel bad.