Rushed my macaw Sammy to Colorado State University today. She started acting off about 4 days ago. Doesn't look good. She has a systematic infection that they are having a hard time identifying. Her kidneys are shutting down. The vet stated that if they can identify it she might have a 5% chance and that we could wish for a miracle. He's running 1 more battery of tests this afternoon and will let me know this evening. I lost all of my parrots last year due to a house fire and now this. It's just tearing me up inside. I so want to try for the miracle but I don't want her to suffer either. I came home without her and now Zeus her male macaw friend keeps calling for her. He's been quiet all day until I came home. Hows this going to affect him also? Please pray for a Christmas miracle for Sammy.