I am restless, I got my letter of intent from the school district, unlike some who were not, I was re-employed for the next school year. I should be doing the happy dance, but I'm not, I'm restless, I want to move, I don't want to be here in this area anymore. But then I have a job, some don't. I have a home, some don't. I do have a lot of financial difficulties right now but I just keep believing it will get better, I know it will eventually if I can just ride it out. If I taught in TX I would make almost 15000.00 more a year with my experience and degrees. In AK I would make close to 30000.00 more a year. My heart is still in my teaching, it just doesn't want to be where I am right now.