mblack03
In the Brooder
- May 16, 2020
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Hi!
This week's been all sorts of crazy; I wanted to make a separate thread detailing my experience so far, and hopefully get some help. I've felt nothing but defeated today and would really like to get some insight from others.
Last Sunday, I noticed my 4/5 week old baby mallard, Moe, began limping. I've raised a flock before, but I'm fairly new to the duck scene and, after some research, thought I was dealing with a niacin issue. I bought both Durvet vitamins and a liquid complex, but after some pointers from others on this site I further concluded it could be a slipped tendon- which after a trip to the vet yesterday, it was.
The vet told us our options- we could splint it and/or look into surgical options; saying that these things don't generally tend to work. We decided to splint it and check it in five or so days to observe the progress- I left her in my mom's care for the day to work, and when I came home Moe had a big blister on her foot. We contacted the vet and they told us Moe must've had some trauma to it- which makes no sense as she was in her bin all day with both a splint on and in a plastic bin with shavings and a food+water tray. To keep the swelling down, we gave her a liquid anti-inflammatory and loosened the splint; if that's how she reacts to the splint in about a day's worth, I don't think that will be an option (though I believe the splint must've been too tight). We're considering surgery, but we're very tight on money, and the vet's words didn't uplift me very much.
I wish I could say I'm continuing with the same positive energy I had when I started this whole journey, but I can't. I'm beyond exhausted, disheartened and conflicted, and today was just the breaking point for that. I thought getting this splint would help, but it's done the exact opposite. I feel like this is all my fault and I'm not doing enough, but I don't know what it is that I can do. I'm very worried for myself as a whole, as this is starting to effect me very personally and deeply to the point where I'm ignoring some of my own needs to spend a little extra time with my Moe. I love her with all my heart and I'm just not ready to let go yet, but I'm so frustrated and hopeless.
I apologize for this being so long, and such a downer post. I'm out of options and would really appreciate all of the advice I could get right now.
Thank you.
This week's been all sorts of crazy; I wanted to make a separate thread detailing my experience so far, and hopefully get some help. I've felt nothing but defeated today and would really like to get some insight from others.
Last Sunday, I noticed my 4/5 week old baby mallard, Moe, began limping. I've raised a flock before, but I'm fairly new to the duck scene and, after some research, thought I was dealing with a niacin issue. I bought both Durvet vitamins and a liquid complex, but after some pointers from others on this site I further concluded it could be a slipped tendon- which after a trip to the vet yesterday, it was.
The vet told us our options- we could splint it and/or look into surgical options; saying that these things don't generally tend to work. We decided to splint it and check it in five or so days to observe the progress- I left her in my mom's care for the day to work, and when I came home Moe had a big blister on her foot. We contacted the vet and they told us Moe must've had some trauma to it- which makes no sense as she was in her bin all day with both a splint on and in a plastic bin with shavings and a food+water tray. To keep the swelling down, we gave her a liquid anti-inflammatory and loosened the splint; if that's how she reacts to the splint in about a day's worth, I don't think that will be an option (though I believe the splint must've been too tight). We're considering surgery, but we're very tight on money, and the vet's words didn't uplift me very much.
I wish I could say I'm continuing with the same positive energy I had when I started this whole journey, but I can't. I'm beyond exhausted, disheartened and conflicted, and today was just the breaking point for that. I thought getting this splint would help, but it's done the exact opposite. I feel like this is all my fault and I'm not doing enough, but I don't know what it is that I can do. I'm very worried for myself as a whole, as this is starting to effect me very personally and deeply to the point where I'm ignoring some of my own needs to spend a little extra time with my Moe. I love her with all my heart and I'm just not ready to let go yet, but I'm so frustrated and hopeless.
I apologize for this being so long, and such a downer post. I'm out of options and would really appreciate all of the advice I could get right now.
Thank you.