I haven't been home since my dad got married to Barbie. I don't know, it just feels weird. I don't sleep at home anymore because I'd be sleeping on the couch (which is NOT comfortable). There is no A/C, my brother won't use it this time of year so during the day it gets loverly and hot. In the night, it gets REALLY cold because my brother sleeps with the attic fan on and windows open. I've been spending weekends at my boyfriends' house when we visit. I've started feeling as though I only go home for the animals because I simply never get to see my Dad, I haven't seen my brother in longer than I've seen my dad. My dad has moved in with Barbie now so I no longer have him at the house. Which would normally be a blessing, but apparently he was the only one cleaning the entire house. Without having been there in a month...I am scared as to how awful the house is going to look. Sorry, I usually look forward to going home, but it just seems weird that I haven't seen my family in a month and it doesn't really feel "normal." I mean, when my mom passed away, normal stopped completely. It just seems awkward that the first time I get to see my dad is with Barbie as his wife. Don't get me wrong! I love Barbie, just...as a good friend. Sorry, I'm just not sure how to deal with the situation when I get to go home this weekend.