*sigh* I've been trying to cheer up all day long and nothing's working. One of the kittens that were drop off's died last night after starting to get better. The kids were upset and crying, I was crying and after she passed, I tried to stay up to get feed for the chickens, but just couldn't. After sleeping a few hours, it's just been an awful day! DD and my middle DS slept what they could, but woke up with swollen eyes, and heavy hearts. The day went south when the oldest DS and his BF were horsing around and accidently hit the other sick kitten with an empty soda bottle and it kicked off seizures in the poor little teeny thing! BF got kicked out of the house and sent home, and I am really not sure when he's coming back! They were BOTH warned not 5 mins. before this happened that I am NOT babysitting a couple of 15 and 17 yr olds like they're 3rd graders, and when I go to fix something for them to eat, they do THIS! DS got ripped a new one several times, and has made sure to steer clear of the sick kitten and me. The kitten is doing better since the seizure, but she's going to have to go to the vet on Monday. She loves to go out and sit in the chicken pen, drink out of the waterer, and generally freak the hens out by trying to cuddle with them, lol. I'm just wondering when the urge to burst into sobs is going to stop today.. I'm a retired vet tech, and take any loss very hard, especially when the little kitten that didn't make it was doing so much better....dh is telling me to quit going over and over it, I just can't help it. Hugs, please??