I ordered 25 day olds (pullets) back in March and got them on April 1st. The plan was to process 1/2 and leave the rest as layers (we'll see how that works). Unplanned, was one rooster who has been incredibly noisy cagey and very aggressive w/the females. We made the decision to go ahead and process him this weekend. Well, we just did it and dispite how cool and calm I thought I'd be, I wasn't. I cried like a baby for a good 5 minutes. I'm gonna do the females on a cooler day in the next 3-4 wks. Any advice on how to emotionally prep myself? Does it get easier?