~«Survival By War»~ (Warrior cat rp)

(...She's going to have to deal with ghosts of her past...that are literally ghosts omg XD)



(Ehhh...I have the right to change it right? Bramblepelt sounds better for some reason)



Snakepaw groaned as he rolled over to try and ignore the annoying kit, he quickly realized that wasn't going to work and he hisses at her "Leave me alone, can't you see I've had a rough day!"

(Oh my goodness Silverkit chill 0_0 )
Silverkitcompletly ignored him, so she crawled on top of him, unsheathed her claws, and used one to poke him in the head, saying hi with every poke.
 
Palepaw nodded wearily. Just seeing the nests made him even more exhausted. He went up the one next to Star, spread it out a little bit more, plopped down and instantly was asleep.
~Hazelpaw snorts sharply in her impenetrable fog of sleep, reminding Palepaw that Star is curled up next to her on the cold, unforgiving ground.
The horror.~
 
Nettlepaw realed back, once again frightened by her mentors sudden actions.Fierce love burned in her gaze, as if the fire had ripped the rivers of its water."No Ashstripe."She took a step back."Your wrong, all wrong."She whispered, Her breath no more then a gentle breeze,"You have taught me so much.More then I could have ever imagined,"Her gaze looked into Ashstripe's, And instead of fleeing like her mind longed to, she took a pace forward, like her heart begged."You are the cat who taught me what was right,Your actions, Your mistakes, Your Broken promise to the code,"She see,Ed to stretch to a unrealistic height, Fieriocity burning the tips of her pelt,"Have not burdened me.They have strengthened me to a length I would have never would have had without you."She blinked slowy, relaxing, standing on four paws,"As my mother."Three single words floating from her muzzle like thistle down, lingering in the air like death itself.
~So many words clearly never to be spoken burned like coals that refused to die within the silver queen. Nettlepaw was trying so hard to mollify her, and, no matter how much it melted Ashstripe's blaze of self-hate, she still wasn't ready to numbly consent to Nettlepaw trailing the same broken path that she'd taken. "I may be all those things to you," she murmured, physically unable to exert herself in the defense of her opposing clause any longer. She slowly pulled her tail away from where Nettlepaw was trying to wrap around it. "But I'm not to StarClan.
Not to our leader.
Not to your mother.
Not to my mother.
They all see what I've done, and they no longer respect me for the cat I've feigned to be."
Ashstripe turned back to her steadfast apprentice; the cat with undying loyalty to what she knew in her heart to be right... even if it was wrong in every other way. "No matter how much you love me, no matter how much you've learned from me-
I am no longer your mentor, Nettlepaw.
I'm a cat who never deserved to teach one more naive than myself how to follow a life that I never truly wanted."~
 
~So many words clearly never to be spoken burned like coals that refused to die within the silver queen. Nettlepaw was trying so hard to mollify her, and, no matter how much it melted Ashstripe's blaze of self-hate, she still wasn't ready to numbly consent to Nettlepaw trailing the same broken path that she'd taken. "I may be all those things to you," she murmured, physically unable to exert herself in the defense of her opposing clause any longer. She slowly pulled her tail away from where Nettlepaw was trying to wrap around it. "But I'm not to StarClan.
Not to our leader.
Not to your mother.
Not to my mother.
They all see what I've done, and they no longer respect me for the cat I've feigned to be."
Ashstripe turned back to her steadfast apprentice; the cat with undying loyalty to what she knew in her heart to be right... even if it was wrong in every other way. "No matter how much you love me, no matter how much you've learned from me-
I am no longer your mentor, Nettlepaw.
I'm a cat who never deserved to teach one more naive than myself how to follow a life that I never truly wanted."~
Nettlepaw leapt back, feeling as if her heart had been stabbed with huge black thorns."No Ashstripe!"She screeched, Tears running down her muzzle like a River,"Stop!You can't say that!It isn't true!"She yowled,"You are everything Ashstripe.You are everything you have always wanted to be!"Her claws unsheathed digging into the moss below her.Her ear's flattened agasnt her head."Not matter what you have done,"She breathed, her eyes closing tight."My mother, Your mother.Would have never been so proud,"She gulped, feeling her heart in her throat.She opened her eyes, staring at Ashstripe, who had her back to her."They understand.You didn't want it to happened,"She chocked softly,"But no matter what has happened."She padded up to Ashstripe, and stood in front of her,"Look at me, Ashstripe."She growled, And as the silver queen went to reply, Nettlepaw hissed,"Look at Me Ashstripe!Look at me and tell me you've failed."She hissed."Say it to my face Ashstripe I dare you!Look at me!"
 
Nettlepaw leapt back, feeling as if her heart had been stabbed with huge black thorns."No Ashstripe!"She screeched, Tears running down her muzzle like a River,"Stop!You can't say that!It isn't true!"She yowled,"You are everything Ashstripe.You are everything you have always wanted to be!"Her claws unsheathed digging into the moss below her.Her ear's flattened agasnt her head."Not matter what you have done,"She breathed, her eyes closing tight."My mother, Your mother.Would have never been so proud,"She gulped, feeling her heart in her throat.She opened her eyes, staring at Ashstripe, who had her back to her."They understand.You didn't want it to happened,"She chocked softly,"But no matter what has happened."She padded up to Ashstripe, and stood in front of her,"Look at me, Ashstripe."She growled, And as the silver queen went to reply, Nettlepaw hissed,"Look at Me Ashstripe!Look at me and tell me you've failed."She hissed."Say it to my face Ashstripe I dare you!Look at me!"
~Ashstripe whipped her head around, her eyes ablaze with an emerald ferocity that sparked visibly. "I've failed the code," she hissed, her tail impossibly still as it lay out behind her. Her paw hovered in front of her chest, tempted to score another everlasting scat in her fur as an unforgettable reminder as to all the inequities her heart bore on the inside. "I've failed my Clan." Her claw drooped as she continued, and she let her paw fall limply to the ground in defeat. "I've failed...my parents." With a sigh of judgment better known better, Ashstripe locked her eyes with Nettlepaw's. "But I've not failed myself."~
 
~Ashstripe whipped her head around, her eyes ablaze with an emerald ferocity that sparked visibly. "I've failed the code," she hissed, her tail impossibly still as it lay out behind her. Her paw hovered in front of her chest, tempted to score another everlasting scat in her fur as an unforgettable reminder as to all the inequities her heart bore on the inside. "I've failed my Clan." Her claw drooped as she continued, and she let her paw fall limply to the ground in defeat. "I've failed...my parents." With a sigh of judgment better known better, Ashstripe locked her eyes with Nettlepaw's. "But I've not failed myself."~
"And you haven't failed me,"Nettlepaw whispered.She nuzzled Ashstripe gently, Settling herself down next to her."You will never fail me,"She murmured, Gently licking Ashstripe's shoulder."Come on, We have to get some more Parsley and Horsetail, maybe some fresh air would help?"She suggested quietly, inching away from her mentor, in case the unstable SheCat would lash out.
 
"And you haven't failed me,"Nettlepaw whispered.She nuzzled Ashstripe gently, Settling herself down next to her."You will never fail me,"She murmured, Gently licking Ashstripe's shoulder."Come on, We have to get some more Parsley and Horsetail, maybe some fresh air would help?"She suggested quietly, inching away from her mentor, in case the unstable SheCat would lash out.
But I have. Ashstripe gave a sorrowful sigh, both somehow defeated and defiant. Nettlepaw wasn't going to give in to anything she pressed, especially since she appeared not all mentally collected at the moment. At least Crowpaw's not here. That gives me awhile to drive my point into her heart.
She stood up as to follow her apprentice, then halted. "I'm sick," she mewed woefully, "remember? I can't go out there."~
 

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