What is WRONG with me? :/

Not being mean but just thought I would give you the view of the YOUNGEST of 7. My parents were older, dad was 55 and mim 37 when I was born. My oldest sister (dads daughter) was already marries and had a son 2 yrs older and dad's son had a boy 2 yrd older.One of my other sisters, moms daughter was pregnant at the same time but three months further along, so my niece was 3 mo older. So in short I had a brother and sisters that had kids older than me. My closest and whole brother and sister are twins that are 10 yrs older.

enough background:
I did not ask to be a burden to the older siblings. I loved them and looked up to them and wanted to be like them
I desperately wanted to "play" with them and be involved in there lives BUT if you don't want me just leave me alone, don't call be a brat or spoiled or whatever it is very hurtful
and I will never forget it.
If OUR parents spoiled me with their time because they were retired and "older" it isn't my fault. They had to work as you were growing up and it is what it is.
They did not have the "money' they did with you so I didn't get the gadgets and shopping good stuff that you did. And if I did get something it was because I worked from the time I was old enough to do anything.

I am 40 now and still the older siblings call me a spoiled brat and it still torques me off and they are still resentful of the TIME I had with my parent. NONE of this is the younger child's fault so my ADVISE would be to go with the flow and try not to be resentful of the younger child becaue they didnt ask to be your problem.
Yes I love all my siblings but rarely anymore am I involved in their lives. By choice, mine or theirs.
So just think before reacting.

And no you didnt ask for another sibling and it isnt your fault either. I anm not being mean just giving you a view of how the youngest will be.

I am with dipence71 on this one.
I am the oldest of 5 so I have been the oldest of many before, and there are times I resent the younger ones because they get more attention, but I would never say it to them nor am I okay with myself feeling that, I love them and know that I had more undivided attention then any of them because I was an only child for two and a half years so there is no need for jealousy. It isn't your fault you aren't excited but it certainly isn't their fault they were created, so don't hate them for it.