I’m the same way. I had withdrawals when I went off seizure meds. I hate taking anything. It has to be bad for me to take something.there is addicts and drug dependents, My body is dependent on them as in its used to them and WDs will come stopping cold turkey. They dont make me high and I dont crave them. an addict gets high from them and will do anything to get their fix including other drugs. I cant understand what people get out of them except for some pain relief. That is why dr said I will never be an addict.