- May 8, 2009
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I really wish life had big, flashing neon signs with arrows and very clear directions. Sadly, those don't exist (for life decisions, anyway.) For several years now, I've been thinking about colleges. Where I want to go, what program I'd like to be in, the kind of grades I need to be making, what I want to do when I graduate.....the list goes on and on and on. Problem is, people keep telling me things like, "You've got a lot going for you." and "You've got to find your passion."
I can give you lists of things I'm good at and things I like.
Things I consider myself good at:
Writing
Possibly working with animals
Things I like to do:
Sing
Act
Dance
All a bunch of very different things.
Lots of people, including many English teachers, have told me I'm a good writer. I love to write, and I've done that since I could.
I've always loved animals, and always wanted to be a vet, but every couple of years, I get really unsure of that, then I come back to it.
I would love, love, LOVE to do more singing, acting, and dancing type things. Not too much singing or dancing, because I'm not too confident with it. Acting, though, I feel like, if I really wanted to, I might be able to do professionally (not necessarily Hollywood, but perhaps on a smaller scale.)
The thing is, I have trouble deciding what I'm TRULY good at. When I say truly good at, I mean, asking myself, "Could I measure up to professionals here?" I don't really have anyone to tell me, either. I mean, I've had people say I'm good at all of the things I've listed here (except for Dancing). I think the one that I listened to most, though, was my friend M saying that I was good at acting. I'm just having trouble figuring out how good is good. Good as in professional? Good as in talented? Or good as in, "Not lame." How do you really know what it is that you want to do, or that you're truly good at? And how do you get true constructive criticism?
BTW, if anyone feels like it, here's a video of me singing. I know it's really quiet. I picked a really quiet song. I've got another, louder one, but I haven't been able to upload it.
I can give you lists of things I'm good at and things I like.
Things I consider myself good at:
Writing
Possibly working with animals
Things I like to do:
Sing
Act
Dance
All a bunch of very different things.
Lots of people, including many English teachers, have told me I'm a good writer. I love to write, and I've done that since I could.
I've always loved animals, and always wanted to be a vet, but every couple of years, I get really unsure of that, then I come back to it.
I would love, love, LOVE to do more singing, acting, and dancing type things. Not too much singing or dancing, because I'm not too confident with it. Acting, though, I feel like, if I really wanted to, I might be able to do professionally (not necessarily Hollywood, but perhaps on a smaller scale.)
The thing is, I have trouble deciding what I'm TRULY good at. When I say truly good at, I mean, asking myself, "Could I measure up to professionals here?" I don't really have anyone to tell me, either. I mean, I've had people say I'm good at all of the things I've listed here (except for Dancing). I think the one that I listened to most, though, was my friend M saying that I was good at acting. I'm just having trouble figuring out how good is good. Good as in professional? Good as in talented? Or good as in, "Not lame." How do you really know what it is that you want to do, or that you're truly good at? And how do you get true constructive criticism?
BTW, if anyone feels like it, here's a video of me singing. I know it's really quiet. I picked a really quiet song. I've got another, louder one, but I haven't been able to upload it.
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