sammlilyluke
In the Brooder
- Mar 11, 2017
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I have lost 2 silkies in 2 days. the first day, my birthday, my beautiful blue splash died from what I can only assume was an aggressive cancer. I noticed a lump on her back on Saturday, bigger on Sunday but still eating. planned to take her to vet on Monday, went out, fed her by hand... came out an hour later and she had passed. The next morning my favourite silkie, mannerisms of a dog that I cuddled morning and night every single day since I got him was killed by a Racoon who ripped the screws out of the lock I put on the coop door to protect them. So I am done with backyard chickens. I wanted to keep them in the basement at night but my husband and I don't see eye to eye and now my baby has been taken from me. I would like to get a tattoo of a silkie chicken footprint in memory of my fallen beauties. I have had no luck finding anything on the internet and though my vet offered to do a foot impression of whats left of my baby I just couldn't get past how morbid that would be. So I'm hoping someone could get a birdy safe ink impression of their silkies foot for me??? my heart hurts and I miss cuddling my chicken 



but it couldn't be so. As much as hurt to lose a loved one, it hurt sooo much more to wake up without that joy in my life. When I got another dog... that found me and wouldn't leave my side a month later... I took her in. She was so special I started falling in love with her too. And that hurt really bad because it felt like a betrayal to my prior friend. Eventually I accepted that it was OK to love my new friend because my other dog, would have wanted to see me full of joy and sharing my heart, and he probably would have loved her too! It was a healing process and I still hurt sometimes even 9 years later... but like with many other injuries... pain fades with time. 
What I CAN promise you... seeing you hurt IS hurting him. You guys are in this together EVEN if you didn't see eye to eye. 
