Quote: Leslie , at first i had nothing not even knowing who i was for a while . then i got to walking, it takes time to heal and lots of Love I used to get totally Mad at myself , you know i would know i knew how to do something and when id get to doing it completely be lost or be half way threw simple things like math and everything would just go blank like id be staring at paper and nothing its work and i have time . Patients LOL learning that . some of my PTSD gets involved when i am doing things or worry . but the chickens calm me molly and Patron are like little kids who snuggle molly once laid an egg in my lap i was like G thanks LOL Patron comes and gives hugs litterally puts his head on my shoulder sideways like he wants a hug and most fo the time thats when im needing one Kinda weird but fun and really makes them special in my heart ., My cat are also a hobby I am retired from real work but have too much time on my hands and i am not one for sitting still. I hired 5 contractors the first 4 yrs to help me redo my house and hired other people to help me redecorate . Yupp i was bored so the cats and the genetics of them kept me going when someone tells me i can not do something im the first to prove them wrong. Its all mind over matter in many instances my doctors told me id be bed ridden for the rest of my life would not know anyone and my responce was they where not God and no one since i was 18 even my father could tell me what to do . im stong willed have only 3/4 of my brain shrapnel that if you seen any of my Mri's or cat scans you would thing you where looking up at the stars . deaf in the right ear and one heck of a plastic Surgeon put my ear and face back together on the right side . All pretty interesting but still the fight and the trauma have nbt left me and when someone Brings up things they notice or tell me how to spell a word it is not taken as an insult . I am wanting to take the class for myself . I reread my post and feel maybe it sounded like i got upset but i have a good friend who can not under stand half of what i write,. so i do understand and it helps me when people point things out , Other wie how would i know what i need to work on to get back to who i once was ?