Im amazed that any of us can state how dear god is to us, but no one can state freely that they are not believing that stuff.
the right of speech... i think its called..
I was one of you at one time.. prayed every breath.. praised this god who sent his angels to wrap their wings around my children when i couldn't and did all i could in his glory to spead his joy and his word..
no more.. its wicked you know, but you really should broaden your world and read the other story.. I do not praise the devil. i am not a devil worhsiper because i do not believe this fairy tale either..
the god you speak of encourages slavery.. promotes war and death and states quite often how inferior women are. He killed a great many children at his whim.. ordered them killed.. so how can i think that my lone son would mean a thing to him? how could i expect him to know the value of that life when he had so many destroyed.
get real trust in yourself. i can stay quiet and keep my mouth shut til i read or hear of how god reached out his hand and saved the life of so many and answered a stupid prayer over a chicken.. someone actually prayed over a chicken.. while a war is going on for good ness sake.. a war where man and women are dying and americans are killing children going and coming... blowing their eyes out and their limbs off every second of the day and someone is praying over a chicken. can you believe that?
If the whole world turned its attention to the war and the entire world prayed for it to end this week. it would do no good.. god does not control that because he just is not there.
I love the sweet people who can close their minds to what is really going on.. it must be nice to hide from it behind the pages of a bible. to read it and not understand a thing that is said.. or if they do.. they promote the things that went on.. I envy them so much so much.. how nice it was to trust in a protector.. how sweet and impossible.
oh remember he always answers prayers just that he sometimes answers with a no.. get real.
please forgive me.. im bitter yes but i had my eyes oopened. i am angry at the lies my family and the world told me all my life.. furious at it..
a spoon full of sugar helps the medicine go down..
and when someone can tell me that something good will come from my sons death.. i hope thats its never face to face... jdypat
He was my life.. i trusted god to take care of him.. where was he.. oh he just told me no.
if you can take the deaths so easily then i would think that they didnit mean that much to you in the first place.. i say that without anger without spite .. just fact.. like if your heart was torn from your body you could get over it...? if your spirit was destroyed how could you go on?> i cant.. wont will not... im destroyed and getting over it would mean that he was not my spirit my heart and my very being...
the right of speech... i think its called..
I was one of you at one time.. prayed every breath.. praised this god who sent his angels to wrap their wings around my children when i couldn't and did all i could in his glory to spead his joy and his word..
no more.. its wicked you know, but you really should broaden your world and read the other story.. I do not praise the devil. i am not a devil worhsiper because i do not believe this fairy tale either..
the god you speak of encourages slavery.. promotes war and death and states quite often how inferior women are. He killed a great many children at his whim.. ordered them killed.. so how can i think that my lone son would mean a thing to him? how could i expect him to know the value of that life when he had so many destroyed.
get real trust in yourself. i can stay quiet and keep my mouth shut til i read or hear of how god reached out his hand and saved the life of so many and answered a stupid prayer over a chicken.. someone actually prayed over a chicken.. while a war is going on for good ness sake.. a war where man and women are dying and americans are killing children going and coming... blowing their eyes out and their limbs off every second of the day and someone is praying over a chicken. can you believe that?
If the whole world turned its attention to the war and the entire world prayed for it to end this week. it would do no good.. god does not control that because he just is not there.
I love the sweet people who can close their minds to what is really going on.. it must be nice to hide from it behind the pages of a bible. to read it and not understand a thing that is said.. or if they do.. they promote the things that went on.. I envy them so much so much.. how nice it was to trust in a protector.. how sweet and impossible.
oh remember he always answers prayers just that he sometimes answers with a no.. get real.
please forgive me.. im bitter yes but i had my eyes oopened. i am angry at the lies my family and the world told me all my life.. furious at it..
a spoon full of sugar helps the medicine go down..
and when someone can tell me that something good will come from my sons death.. i hope thats its never face to face... jdypat
He was my life.. i trusted god to take care of him.. where was he.. oh he just told me no.
if you can take the deaths so easily then i would think that they didnit mean that much to you in the first place.. i say that without anger without spite .. just fact.. like if your heart was torn from your body you could get over it...? if your spirit was destroyed how could you go on?> i cant.. wont will not... im destroyed and getting over it would mean that he was not my spirit my heart and my very being...