Thank you so much Erika! Wow, really needed that one lol never thought of the whole outer self inner self thing hah
Still having a little bit of a hard time believing it but I'm going to keep working ha
Think of it like this:
We ARE a soul, we HAVE a body. ... We are spiritual beings in a "shell", so to speak. What we see on the outside is just that; what we see. But what we ARE, THAT is invisible...our personality, our beliefs, our conscience... Our INNER selves are what we work on. Patience, understanding, tolerance, most important, LOVE. Not love like we love chocolate. Love as in " I would jump in front of a train to spare someone else the pain" kind of love. Love that doesn't expect love in return. We grow inside. We mature in our thinking. We change for the better.
It's hard to fathom the depth of how God became a man and died to release us from damnation and restore an actual relationship with this "big guy in the sky", but that's what we are here for. To reside in a physical 'body' in order to learn to train our spiritual beings into communion with the holy spirit, with God, as his friends, as family. This body is only temporary for training use; but my soul will live forever, hopefully in heaven, with God.
Thanks Cynthia
And oddly I actually do pray all the time about the dumbest stuff, OCD i guess lol but i never really actually pray meaningful stuff
I pray when I'm in the garden. Washing dishes. Tending chickens. Giving thanks for plants, rain, food, and children to dirty the dishes
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I forgot to pray a few days ago and lost my composure, almost ended up in jail... I'm still too traumatized to give any details for ypu guys but I'm struggling to keep my mind on God and not negative reactionary emotions like Satan would like me to. So I continue to pray. All I can do at this point is pray to God for help, and it doesn't have to be formal. I consider God my living father, and I tell Him EVERYTHING, even though He knows anyway
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