prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

We’ve got a big church event going on this coming week and we’re still in the process of sorting stuff out for that as we’ve had a bit of a ride trying to get the location sorted out. But it’s starting to come together. Also not sure whether I’ll be helping or participating. Probably some of both to be honest so there will be finding a balance there. Please pray that this all goes off without a hitch. Overall I’m excited though. I’ve been looking forward to this for awhile and I’ll get to go to two other smaller monthly events that I’ve had to miss the past few months one with a friend at her church and the other at our church this weekend which I think will help prepare me and put me in the right frame of mind going into this.
 
Please be praying for me...

It’s not bad, just...
I’ll just say that I’m under the age of 18, so I’m still in school. Recently in class, I was feeling very, very depressed. I ended up emailing my teacher because she’s really nice, understanding, and I felt terrible for being so dull and sad. I guess I also didn’t want to worry her.
So I sent her an email apologizing, basically saying that I’ve been depressed and I felt bad for being non participating.
She emailed back with the sweetest, heartfelt email on the planet... it was probably the nicest thing I’ve ever read.

I didn’t want to worry my mom with me feeling depressed... she’s already worried about her mom (my grandma) and some other things. And I felt I could deal with it myself. I’m working on improving my mood by myself.
Unfortunately, the school has a filter-thing for email... and it caught that I said I was depressed and stuff.
So somehow the principal found out... I guess she got a notification about the filter-thing... so then the principal, who I guess was worried, ended up emailing my mom about it. My mom found out, then emailed my therapist.
So I ended up having a longggg conversation with my mom today.

I guess I feel embarrassed... I didn’t want everyone, especially the principal, to know and worry about me feeling depressed.

And I guess it almost feels like they were hiding it from me. Apparently my mom found out on Saturday. She was even talking to my teacher without me knowing, and my therapist...

I guess if you guys could pray that I don’t feel upset with the involved people and that they don’t worry about me...

Also, I’m making a playlist of songs to make me feel happier.
Any recommendations? I like pretty energetic/contemporary Christian music.
Micah Tyler, Danny gokey, and the Clark family are all good Christian singers
 

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