Well, it comes time to evaluate if I determine this experiment has been a success. I would say, "No, not really." In one regard it has potential for producing a chick and that can be said of many incubation methods. But simulating a broody hatch? That's another goal altogether.
A broody would have assisted chicks that had internally pipped but had not broken through the shell, of that I have no doubt. I've never found a fully formed, but dead, chick at the end of a broody hatch. But I did in my own.....I'm not a broody and cannot determine exactly where to open a hole so that my chick might breathe unless I were to use a stethoscope. Broodies are wonderfully designed by God to do this job and I am woefully not.
Yesterday these were living and breathing chicks that just needed a hand out but I read an article that said to wait and not rush the hatch and so I waited...but I think a broody would have known better, purely by God-given instinct. Two large and healthy chicks that couldn't get through these hard shells that I have trouble cracking for breakfast in the morning, so no wonder. Experiment over.
You're feeling exactly what I felt when I lost my hatch that my broody abandonned. I can't replace a chicken, I can only try. So many 'what ifs'... Would they have lived, if I interfered and helped? I heard peeping for days... I didn't know any better. I ended up with two chicks, one had a slighty crooked foot, the other healthy as could be.... then there was a third one, so big and developed and it just never made it out. I really felt like I failed that chick. The others, I am not sure they would have made it either way, yolks werent fully absorbed.... but that third one, it bugged me for so, so long. It peeped for two days.. and I did not know what that meant.
It's hard being a broody, when you don't come programmed with the knowledge a chicken does.
It's easy to think: Well, if they don't get hatched, they're just going to end up in a frying pan.
But at what point do they feel? Do they get scared if they can't get out of the egg? When are they suffering? And if you hatch a chicken, eventually they will be eaten.. what's the difference?
Really, a lot of stuff to think about. I don't think I could build a nest and maintain it the way you have... just because I'm a freaking scatterbrain and forget... For me it'll either be a broody or an actual incubator. I have not decided yet. Ofcourse, you can't just make a chicken broody, and I have to purchase eggs, since I have no rooster... an incubator is more predictable, in that aspect.
You have not failed though, Bee. You have one gorgeous chick and it seems to me you are closer than ever. Previous hatches you have not made it this far... you're so, SO close to complete success.