I'd encourage you to continue to post if you'd like, to help keep yourself accountable, if that helps you.
I think everyone has different things that work for them, and the hardest part for you right now, is figuring out what works for you! Me and my husband are very different in that way. When he needs to lose weight, he will cut out sugar entirely. Having a little piece is just torture for him. For me though, cutting sugar out completely makes me just give up on a diet altogether. That's why I give myself rewards, like a few individual chocolates.
I think your intentions are excellent but you may be trying to do too much too fast. It's a giant challenge to go from eating however you feel like, to eating whole foods. It's okay to start with small changes and work your way up. For example, start with changing all your drinks to water, and give yourself a goal of eating a certain number of veggies/fruits a day. After a week or so of that, change one meal a day (breakfast is easiest) to something ultra healthy. Build on that, all the little changes add up. You can do this!
I think everyone has different things that work for them, and the hardest part for you right now, is figuring out what works for you! Me and my husband are very different in that way. When he needs to lose weight, he will cut out sugar entirely. Having a little piece is just torture for him. For me though, cutting sugar out completely makes me just give up on a diet altogether. That's why I give myself rewards, like a few individual chocolates.
I think your intentions are excellent but you may be trying to do too much too fast. It's a giant challenge to go from eating however you feel like, to eating whole foods. It's okay to start with small changes and work your way up. For example, start with changing all your drinks to water, and give yourself a goal of eating a certain number of veggies/fruits a day. After a week or so of that, change one meal a day (breakfast is easiest) to something ultra healthy. Build on that, all the little changes add up. You can do this!