MakelaNJoe
Chirping
Unfortunatly as a mother theres nothing we can do about those big ole hearts! lol
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So here I am. I first read this thread a year ago when my daughter broke up with her boyfriend because of going to college. I was devistated and heart broken. (And pretty sure I was a little crazy) Connie1966 and the rest of you really helped me through. It took me so much longer to deal with it than either of them. So this past February my daughter started a new relationship. Being older and wiser I stayed out of it. It was easier too because she was away at school. Well this summer she came home and the new bf found an internship in our town and moved here for the summer (in his own apt). So of course he starts hanging out here and having meals with us. And what a great kid he is. Then last Monday night my daughter tells me that they broke up. She is finally facing what I have suspected since jr high, she's gay. I think a lot of my devistation for the first break up was because I was afraid she'd never date a boy again. When she started dating this new ex I was shocked but vowed not to get involved. I broke that vow. Now I'm a mess all over again. Yesterday the new ex came by while she was at work and we talked for 2 hours. They are remaining friends and as devistated as he is he is also being extremely supportive of her. He told me yesterday that he really fell hard for her and even envisioned them being married. So now I'm mourning the loss of this guy (although she goes back to school a month before he does and he was planning on living with us for that month-am I crazy for still considering that?) but additionally I'm mourning the loss of my daughter having a typical life. I'm a complete mess. I can't eat or sleep and all I do is cry. I also can't share this with ANYONE. I feel so alone and crazy. I loved talking to her ex yesterday and I think it helped both of us but in a month he'll go back to school and they won't be together and I'll be completely lost. My husband warned me but I thought I could handle it this time. I'm such an idiot. Also wondering if my 27 year mundane marriage or menopause has to do with some of my emotions. What a mess I am.