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"Man down."
I sit here tonight, and my heart is torn wide open.
I've read the kind words here my friends have posted,
and I thank you for that. It means a lot to me. It really does.
But as I, in my time, have posted to others, there are no
words tonight that can heal my heart or stop my tears.
And I know you mean well. But if it's all right with everyone,
I'm just going to set here and maybe share a few thoughts
on my mind. Pretty sure sleep is out of the question tonight.
I've thought a lot about my uncle today. I thought about my
family, other uncles, aunts, cousins. What a group we are.
Individually we're each one just a person. But together, together
we're a family.
And this weekend as we gather by the grave, we gather as a
family. For more time death has taken from us a much beloved
man. He was many things...a brother, a husband, a father, grand
father and an uncle. That's what he was in the family.
But for me, he was something like all that rolled into one.
He was the uncle I loved like a older brother...he lived with mom
and dad when I was born, until he grew up and married. That's
where I got my name from...we were Big Darrell and Little Darrell.
All my life, and I'm still Little Darrell. That's my name...Little Darrell.
And just as I loved him as a brother, in many ways that's how he
treated me...like a younger brother. And in a way, he became as
my father this year...the one I went to when I needed advice or
just to talk to.
He was the rock in my life.
He was the rock in a lot of the family's life.
His passing is going to leave a hole that can never be filled. He use
to think it was funny...when I was young, and some girl would get
his number from the phone book and call him, looking for me. He
taught me to shoot pool and play cards.
And tonight, I'm hurting deep.
Uncle Darrell...just a farmer. He wasn't famous. He wasn't rich.
And all day long, I've asked myself how do you measure a man's
life?
You can measure the legenth of a man's life ...a day to be born, a
day to die and if he's lucky, he lived somewhere in the dash between.
You can even measure his wealth ... if money is all you're counting.
But that's only time and money.
You can't measure the width, and depth of a mans life. The love he gave,
and received. The lives he touched.
And above all, the lives he changed.
And if you could add that all together...my uncle left this world a rich man.
Spook
I sit here tonight, and my heart is torn wide open.
I've read the kind words here my friends have posted,
and I thank you for that. It means a lot to me. It really does.
But as I, in my time, have posted to others, there are no
words tonight that can heal my heart or stop my tears.
And I know you mean well. But if it's all right with everyone,
I'm just going to set here and maybe share a few thoughts
on my mind. Pretty sure sleep is out of the question tonight.
I've thought a lot about my uncle today. I thought about my
family, other uncles, aunts, cousins. What a group we are.
Individually we're each one just a person. But together, together
we're a family.
And this weekend as we gather by the grave, we gather as a
family. For more time death has taken from us a much beloved
man. He was many things...a brother, a husband, a father, grand
father and an uncle. That's what he was in the family.
But for me, he was something like all that rolled into one.
He was the uncle I loved like a older brother...he lived with mom
and dad when I was born, until he grew up and married. That's
where I got my name from...we were Big Darrell and Little Darrell.
All my life, and I'm still Little Darrell. That's my name...Little Darrell.
And just as I loved him as a brother, in many ways that's how he
treated me...like a younger brother. And in a way, he became as
my father this year...the one I went to when I needed advice or
just to talk to.
He was the rock in my life.
He was the rock in a lot of the family's life.
His passing is going to leave a hole that can never be filled. He use
to think it was funny...when I was young, and some girl would get
his number from the phone book and call him, looking for me. He
taught me to shoot pool and play cards.
And tonight, I'm hurting deep.
Uncle Darrell...just a farmer. He wasn't famous. He wasn't rich.
And all day long, I've asked myself how do you measure a man's
life?
You can measure the legenth of a man's life ...a day to be born, a
day to die and if he's lucky, he lived somewhere in the dash between.
You can even measure his wealth ... if money is all you're counting.
But that's only time and money.
You can't measure the width, and depth of a mans life. The love he gave,
and received. The lives he touched.
And above all, the lives he changed.
And if you could add that all together...my uncle left this world a rich man.
Spook