You're good! It's okay.
It sounds like you've worked hard to educate yourself and invested a lot of effort in your birds. There will be things to learn along the way but some of that will be particular to your environment and breeds / individuals.
Cocci can be challenging because some strains don't present the same symptoms, and it is *everywhere* (in the water, dirt, on surfaces, etc.).
We have that challenge here, there can be no signs and otherwise robust birds, then *bam*. So, I've learned to be extra diligent about when to medicate.
I'm also slowly trying to teach myself that I cannot control all things. I tend to take on a lot of responsibility for how things turn out and that is not logical. It sounds like you might be suffering the same thing. We can only do our best and pray.
It sounds like you've worked hard to educate yourself and invested a lot of effort in your birds. There will be things to learn along the way but some of that will be particular to your environment and breeds / individuals.
Cocci can be challenging because some strains don't present the same symptoms, and it is *everywhere* (in the water, dirt, on surfaces, etc.).
We have that challenge here, there can be no signs and otherwise robust birds, then *bam*. So, I've learned to be extra diligent about when to medicate.
I'm also slowly trying to teach myself that I cannot control all things. I tend to take on a lot of responsibility for how things turn out and that is not logical. It sounds like you might be suffering the same thing. We can only do our best and pray.