I am so sorry. I would be in tears too! Your kitty was so beautiful. I am a cat lover and I would be devastated. We had raccoons that kept killing our kittens. The only thing we ever caught with our live traps was our own cats! One night something woke up my DH. He looked outside and there in the driveway were 3 raccoons. He started shooting and killed them all! That was 2 years ago and we haven't had a problem since. Go get him!!!