That is beyond awful..... I am in tears again... so many losses in such a short space of time. Sadly life has no respect for the heartache we face when we lose a beloved animal. family member or friend, I do so empathise with you.... I too have faced so many losses that have left me feeling that nothing can get any worse and then it does!
I can only reflect in life that the loss of a loved one be it family, animal or a friend has enriched my life and will always be an integral part of my future....
So, so very sad for your great loss