I am glad that you were able to do it yourself! I have never liked to cut up chicken, let alone butcher it. Altho, i have helped butcher pigs, deer, beef, and never had a problem.
We are a few weeks away from doing our first 28 red broilers, and thought that I would be able to " do the deed", but am a bit attached to them now and decided to start looking around for someone else to do it. I found a family about 25 miles away, that will do it for $1.75 per bird - needless to say, we am very happy to pay that small amount to avoid the sadness,strain, and mess.
I think that it will be much easier to enjoy eating them, without having to see them butchered. I do admire anyone who can do it themselves, and save the expense of having to pay to have it done.