- Jul 31, 2007
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I had to dispatch one of my chickens the other day. She was a one year old Ameracauna who was born with a cross beak. I tried very hard to ensure she had very mushy food daily but at some point, she just wasn't able to get enough calories in to sustain herself. Essentially, she starved to death. I know that I could have intervened by feeding her with a syringe every day to get her weight back up but, I didn't realize she was so thin until the very end when she started to fail. I spent the last night of her life with her wrapped up in my fleece jacket and her laying on my chest all night long. The next morning I knew I had to end her suffering, which I did but, I'm feeling so guilty about it all. I loved my girl and I miss her terribly. I need some words of wisdom from you all to help me through my grief...Thank you...