BlessedChaosHomestead
Songster
I can say you're not alone as I too struggle with the thought of having to end a critter's life.
Thankfully I have my husband who will do it for me.
For me it's more disturbing I feel. As a teen, I watched my grandfather & uncle do it; helped process. Wasn't a fan but it was whatever.
Now though, I know I can do the processing, but it's the ending of life, I would struggle with.
We got into chickens spring 2022. Since then hubby has dispatched 2 ducks, 1 rooster, 2 5wk old chicks, and sadly our young rabbit who had internal organ failure. Of them all the rabbit was the hardest because he was a pet. But I'm so thankful he was here to do that.
We've talked about getting meat birds, but that's been one thing I know I couldn't do, end their life.
But I do think, if in a situation where my families life depended on it, it wouldn't be as hard. And probably the same for you. If a crap hit the fan situation happened, you'd be able to do it more so than now. But that's just my opinion.
Either way, I do say, don't beat yourself up over it. There are some things people can do and somethings they can't. Find your strengths & weaknesses & then maybe find someone else who can compliment your weaknesses & vice versa. So you can benefit each other.
Grow extra in a garden, if you do that & barter with someone else who can process for you. Meat & veggies for their time, etc...
Thankfully I have my husband who will do it for me.
For me it's more disturbing I feel. As a teen, I watched my grandfather & uncle do it; helped process. Wasn't a fan but it was whatever.
Now though, I know I can do the processing, but it's the ending of life, I would struggle with.
We got into chickens spring 2022. Since then hubby has dispatched 2 ducks, 1 rooster, 2 5wk old chicks, and sadly our young rabbit who had internal organ failure. Of them all the rabbit was the hardest because he was a pet. But I'm so thankful he was here to do that.
We've talked about getting meat birds, but that's been one thing I know I couldn't do, end their life.
But I do think, if in a situation where my families life depended on it, it wouldn't be as hard. And probably the same for you. If a crap hit the fan situation happened, you'd be able to do it more so than now. But that's just my opinion.
Either way, I do say, don't beat yourself up over it. There are some things people can do and somethings they can't. Find your strengths & weaknesses & then maybe find someone else who can compliment your weaknesses & vice versa. So you can benefit each other.
