I've had a pretty rough 24 hours . I'm going to rant , so those who want to read then read those who don't...I don't care , I just feel better when I can write down my problems .
Last night my truck didn't make it up the driveway because of the rain we had mixed with the snow....we all know what that makes . I spent almost an hour sanding the driveway to get the truck up , but to no avail . So I fed the horses and chickens ( in the dark because I didn't have my truck lights to help me ) . Today my DH best friend came up and pulled my truck up the hill with the tractor . I was watching him blade the driveway with the tractor , when my horse came up to me and started nuzzling me . He is almost healed up , but with the cold weather his injury cracks and bleeds . So I didn't pay too much attenion when I saw blood on his muzzle . I thought he was scratching his leg . I turned around to see my SD horse and almost fainted . She had a gash a foot long and 1 1/2" deep on her chest . We have been struggling so long with money .... I had to make the desicion to call out the vet . My SD hurt horse now needs to be tended to 2 times a day , and we're lucky that all that needs to be done is flushing at this point . I'd rather her have cut her hock or something else...at least I have experience doing that . I was so down in the dumps asking "why doesn't something good ever happen !" . After 6 hours of a pity party ( it's valentines day , my hubby is in another state , we have no money , and it seems like everything is going wrong ) I realized that maybe this might be a good thing . I've been so depressed lately...it takes all my energy just o feed the animals we have . All I do is sit around , watch tv and cry . This might be my rock bottom to help me wake up and get out of the house . This might be my chance to start living again . Maybe this happened to get my butt out of the house and start caring again. That's my revelation , that's my light bulb . Maybe things do happen for a reason .
Last night my truck didn't make it up the driveway because of the rain we had mixed with the snow....we all know what that makes . I spent almost an hour sanding the driveway to get the truck up , but to no avail . So I fed the horses and chickens ( in the dark because I didn't have my truck lights to help me ) . Today my DH best friend came up and pulled my truck up the hill with the tractor . I was watching him blade the driveway with the tractor , when my horse came up to me and started nuzzling me . He is almost healed up , but with the cold weather his injury cracks and bleeds . So I didn't pay too much attenion when I saw blood on his muzzle . I thought he was scratching his leg . I turned around to see my SD horse and almost fainted . She had a gash a foot long and 1 1/2" deep on her chest . We have been struggling so long with money .... I had to make the desicion to call out the vet . My SD hurt horse now needs to be tended to 2 times a day , and we're lucky that all that needs to be done is flushing at this point . I'd rather her have cut her hock or something else...at least I have experience doing that . I was so down in the dumps asking "why doesn't something good ever happen !" . After 6 hours of a pity party ( it's valentines day , my hubby is in another state , we have no money , and it seems like everything is going wrong ) I realized that maybe this might be a good thing . I've been so depressed lately...it takes all my energy just o feed the animals we have . All I do is sit around , watch tv and cry . This might be my rock bottom to help me wake up and get out of the house . This might be my chance to start living again . Maybe this happened to get my butt out of the house and start caring again. That's my revelation , that's my light bulb . Maybe things do happen for a reason .
