I could contact him, but I haven't and won't out of respect for my parents. I'm only trusting God's will now.
I'm sure if it is His will for you it will happen. If not, I guess He has something even better for you!
It is hard... But I've only endured it with God's peace and strength. I don't know what I'd do without Him.
That is exactly what I'm holding onto, Abriana. It just helps to talk about it sometimes. Especially because I feel like I can't talk about it.